“ There was a time before organisms experienced consciousness, and there will be time after. And if the inevitability of human oblivion worries you, I encourage you to ignore it. ”
Source: The Fault in Our Stars
Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do you know this is the experience you need? Because this is the experience you are having at the moment.
Anything in life, if you are doing it compulsively it becomes ugly, if you are doing it consciously, it can be made beautiful, everything can be turned into an ugly mess if you do it compulsively.
The purpose of life is to be free from suffering and to attain infinite bliss consciousness - and that is God
Life's most persistent and urgent question is, 'What are you doing for others?'
Commandments means you're trying to fix your life, consciousness means you want to liberate your life