“ The most perfidious way of harming a cause consists of defending it deliberately with faulty arguments. ”
You need to look at why you want a break from work. If you were doing something that you truly care about, would you want a break?
The beginning of all beings is veiled, beings manifest in the middle, and unmanifest again on death. Then, why lament this truth?
The most significant aspect of your life is that you're alive right now. Everything else is secondary and incidental
The real question of life after death isn't whether or not it exists, but even if it does what problem this really solves.